Just tell me

Just tell me ... please help me understand

How do you get through the day ... do you just pretend I am not here

Do you just take the past and rewrite another story to tell yourself

Do you numb your own existence still ... while watching the replay of the past ... recalling how you just stood back and let it all happen

Is it easy to face each day ... while still living with the man who broke your daughter ... and how do you sleep with him every night

Did you ever care for me ... and why wouldn't you believe me ...or help me

Was I just a scape goat for your own anger and fear ... please ... just tell me why.